Single disabled mom of 4, one also disabled needs kind generosit

Hello and first of all let me genuinely first of all thank you so much for taking the time to read my post. I know you are wondering what this is all about and I am about to tell you. You see about 7 months ago my husband, the children's father just took off and pretty much abandoned us all without any notice whatsoever. This normally not a big deal to most but let me tell you that we, the children and I, were totally devastated. I was so dependent on this man for everything. He, being of the very macho type, insisted that I look to him for everything and to be honest, I had married him when I was so young he was all I knew and never hesitated in taking his orders. Besides during the entire marriage I had no job, no education, no credit, no MONEY, and most of all not even an identity as I had always thought we would be together. I had never needed any of that but what I needed most of all was A CLUE!!! Let me tell you that we lived like literal animals. We had nothing at all only the clothes on our backs and not many of those. We saw suffering let me tell you that, SUFFERING!!!! All my entire life I have seen nothing but negative things and felt so much misery and pain as my parents died when I was a child as did my brother and my sister then later on, the only one family member I had left in the world, my grandma, also passed on and suddenly my world was crushed and I got so depressed. To make a very long, long story short, one of my children since the age of 2 was diagnosed with multiple disabilities as well as I had multiple disabilities and despite all the despair, suffering, and dire poverty one very great thing happened to me and my gang and that is our family was chosen to get a very nice and generous vacation to Disney in Orlando Florida paid for by a sponsor and my children are VERY excited and that is all that they talk about EVER. It is very nice and they deserve it so much as they have seen more than their share of what is inhumane suffering and pain of poverty and not to mention at times they have literally gone hungry and without most of the very basic human needs such as clothing, a bed of their own, never even had their own room, and much less EVER seen the outside of the very small, rural, "boonies" town in which we live. I will tell you this however, this is literally a once in a lifetime opportunity for my children as well as myself and only God knows why we were fortunate enough to be gifted such a treat but I will not question it, I will enjoy it, every 5 days of it as will my children. I am asking anyone who reads this post that if you can, or if you will, or if you are at all able, to please help us with the trip. You see even though the vacation will totally be sponsored we are completely and totally without five dollars in our pockets. I am asking if you can help us by contributing any amount at all, any amount that God lays upon your heart, to give us so that we may enjoy this trip as it should be enjoyed as it truly is a once in a lifetime opportunity for us all. I thank you for your time, your generosity, and your understanding. I know there will be tons of those who will think I am scamming, lying and/or skeptical I can not make everyone listen or understand our dire situation. However those of you who do understand and whom are willing to help, I will assure you this is the truth and please if the Lord lays it on your heart to help, you can contact me at onthemove52009@yahoo.com. Please email me and I will give you any and all information that will satisfy you that I am telling the 100% truth!!I just want this one time opportunity for my children to be the best, fullest, most amazing experience to them as I can but in order to do that I really truly need help.