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Contact:Betsy Howell
City:Abline
Zip:86521

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Writing usually helps but when I mess up so many times and disappointment people there is just nothing left. Wanted to do things long ago but there was always a boast coming from somewhere. Pretty much run out of people to give me that boast. Words that are said wrong and hurts another, just seems like it will not stop. So much earlier this day I was ending life with a gun. Exactly where it needs to end life. I have had nothing but failures one after another, so many nobody can keep up. So, all this mess and torments will be ended by midnight, probably before, I just hate hurting others and I always seem to do that. It is to painful for me and I don't want attachment that seems to hurt others. I don't mean to, but it seems to happen. All will understand and there will be no loss of my being gone as others of past as well. It is just no big deal. The way I feel when I hurt someone, it never goes away. They stay in my head and are not forgotten. I try to do better but it only takes that one time. I love them all with all my strength but now, they are free to not deal with me. I know they will be much better, free of even an email, text, or call. I do love them the most but I'm sure they won't mind my being gone. Be much happier to know that I will not fail anymore, anger anyone, or hurt anyone I keep so close to my heart. Be free, yes, free as a butterfly, a bird, and flowers that grow wild. You are the best................

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