parkinson need help even friends thank you

nov 28 07, doctors told me i have parkinson its been a really hard roller coaster i looked in to treament in califorina it cost 30.000 to have it i know it well be hard for me to ever get treatment it really impossible i dont have that kind of money for this i came to terms to accept it but i still have hopes and dreams not for me, my familly my son is working on music he rapper and hes good i would like to see him get a chance for his music my other oldest he a high funition bypolar shizofrinc he plays gutar hes great he loves his music i want to see him happy he would like to share his music with others and needs a good girl in his life that understand what its like to live with this illness, my grand children i love them so much i want to see them happy they have been shifted around to much not enough children activities in ther life i would like them to see the ocean tides spend a week with them just doing things they love its not about me its there happiness that matters to me i would like to see this before i leave this world i just need to talk to some one who knows what its like living with this illness parkinson, there days i am really scared other days i forget or try to not think of my body slowly moving and in pain but i hope to join a group of this ilness to help others so my life well affect others in a good positive way god bless all who read this if any one has this i pray your life i well be full of love understanding, patience, thank you for reading bless you all