I am a married man who craves anal. I dated a girl years ago and she had a beautiful 7inch strap on and always wanted to fuck me with it. I was always curious but never said I was but one day I finally I said yes. I LOVED it!!! After awhile I'd regularly come home to her in nothing but a bathrobe and that beautiful cock. She'd make me get on my knees and suck it then she'd take my ass. Well eventually we broke up and now my wife is very boring sexually and I've been craving it more and more that now I want a HUGE real cock. I want to feel a real man take my ass and I want to feel him cum deep inside me. No condom just fill me with cum. I want to have a real cock in my mouth too, but I've never done it so be patient. I am nervous so maybe watch gay porn first but once I'm comfortable I want you to dominate me. Fill me up. Take me over and over. I'll be your cum dumpster and hopefully it can be a regular thing.  But please this has to be discreet. And also the bigger the better.