I have a great life, with a great wife, and a great family. No, they aren't perfect, but I truly do love them all unconditionally. I find myself often thinking of having an affair. I never have, but I think about it a lot. If I truly wanted to, I could. I am a pretty good looking guy, good personality, I have all of my hair and teeth, I am HWP, tall, and can be a lot of fun to be around. But I don't... I just think about it. I fantasize about it. Does this make me a bad person? Am I cowardly for not going through with these thoughts, or a good loyal husband for resisting them? I think this day to day, never changing routine gets to people sometimes, and they look for an escape, and sometimes that escape is in the form of another person. A new person. Perhaps there are healthier ways to escape... but there is something about passion and lust and desire that truly make me feel alive. There is something about a warm body close to mine that is absolutely comforting. There is something about another person's touch that truly makes me feel.
These are just thoughts. Nothing more. I don't think I am the only person out there with such thoughts. Surly there are other mad people about.